Reason's why I write story

Here are some of the reason why I started writing story...


1) I luv writing!!! Thats why I started :)


2)The characters I wrote are normally the type who are happy and cheerful. As for me as a person, I dont have that kind of feeling... I normally felt leave out some how... but for my character, they fit in with each other.


3) For "Siblings loves never ends" the sisters are very close to each other no matter what mistake they did wrong. Everything would patch up as long one sister said the magic word "Sorry". But for me and my sis, we nvr did that.


4)For "Love connection between an Shinigami and Espada" love could just be made in my imagination. But in real life, its serious.


5)For "Ichimaru Gin birhtday one shot and Hinamori Momo Birthday One shot" Special Peole gives their love ones special things but for me... I dont think its possible... My siblings had BBQ with their friends and I dont think I would get the chance since I'm the youngest...


6)The characters I wrote (Mainly family type) are always love and being taken care of deeply by their parents, siblings or guardians. But for me, no one since to care about me except Ainimi (But sometime I had no idea what she is thinking)


7)The characters I wrote would always be friends forever but in real life, friends would just pass by like the wind... They might have been forgotten even...


8)The characters I wrote are always the one who everyone loves being around with. But for me, no one seems to care about it. Cousin comparing is the worst of all...


9)The characters I wrote feel love everywhere because they are love by the people around them. But I feel lonely whenever I saw my siblings talking about stuff and when I want to join in, they said I was too young...


10)The characters I wrote just had to follow my imagination. But in the real world, choosing is an important thing.


11)The characters enemy is everyones enemy. But for me, it does not seems that way...


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So most of the reason is because I want to feel happy and cheerful whenever friends, siblings or family members are around. I was always bulled by my bro poking me in the stomach and it hurts like hell!!! T_T My sis and I are weird siblings cause one min she may be nice to me and the other, a monster. I write story is because I really want my characters and well, myself (if I picture myself in :)) to be happy with their loves one... T_T I feel kind of sad now...

Link to my Fanfic stories: http://www.fanfiction.net/~rockbabyval