First wk of skool

Hi guys!!!! Just finish the very first week of skool T_T I still kind of sad that all my "clique" are in 3.4 while I am in 3.3. Not all actually. Angela n Sze Weng are in the same class as me while Clarabelle is in 3.2. T_T I miss everyone. A part of me say I feel lonely all the time. Thats why stories kept me alive. I wrote a new one-shot story. The title is called "Alone in Year 3 Academy." I'm siting at the back near the door in the holding skool and the skool is very old. T_T I miss the old skool now T_T 2 years faster come!!! I wan go back to the new skool!!!


When I first saw the result of the classes, I was't that happy with the class because I'm all alone now... The first night, I cried to sleep... Sze Weng and Angela are siting near the window. So they are at the far side of the classroom. I dont feel happy anymore, not hyper during lesson. Whenever ppl in my class are talking happily, it reminds me the time when I had fun with my clique in 2.2. Even when I'm typeing this, I'm crying now. With all the fun memory I had with my friends are shuttle now. I will never get it back ever again...


Whenever I write story, I make my character with her friends happily with her friends. So I wont be sad because of that. I really hope this would end but I dont think I can get the memory back... T_T It will never come back... Why do I feel like that now? When I was in sec 1, I dont feel like that at all but why is it that when I come to Sec 3, all the emotion are crush? I miss everyone, I miss 2.2, I miss 2010, I miss my old life... T_T


I dont think anyone would notice me in class. They had all their best friend with them... Sometime I wish some one in my class could just say "Make new friends in 3.3. I know it hurts seeing all your friends in another class but cheer up! Things can be better here in 3.3."


I think Christine (My class chair-person!!!) was the one who almost said it and I'm slightly happy about it. But I will not get back the memory I wanted in 2010... T_T


Everyone also stop writing stories too... Except Audrey my onee-chan. :)