Somehow, I feel kind of sad today right after CCA... Well, my dad came and fetch me and when I enter the car, my dad was scolding my bro for some reason and he said "Not only you are useless. All 3 of you are useless also. All so stupid. Not good at study at all. Not only Mei Mei table messy but yours also."
Its not like I dont wan pack!!! Its cause I no place to put!!! F*ck sia... T_T Somehow, I think if I being born is even a good thing... When I was younger, I stay at my cousin house and my real house was like quite. When I got back home, I heard from one of my siblings that the house is again noise.
Now, I think that I being born is even a good thing... Life would be much better without me in this world... and someone might be taking this "Valencia" here... I think the new one would be better than the old one... Somehow, only my friends truely care about me. They know how I feel even if I dont say it. They know what I truly are. Out of my family, I think My mum and grandmother care about me mostly...
I truely think that If I did not exitst, this would not be happening... There would not be any comparsion from my cousin and I dont think people would even wan a "Use to be a NT person" even if I work hard. No one apperiate it... T_T...

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